对于一个农村孩子来说,改变命运的机会只有读书,念大学,进城,告别土地,告别父辈被束缚在土地上的命运。
十三个春秋的艰辛付出终于换来了进入大学的机会,565分(文科),看看自己的成绩,禁不住泪流满面。我的命运将在此时此刻发生扭转,朝着儿时梦想的殿堂延伸。大学,我的大学,我将触碰到你的容颜,一偿多年夙愿。
然而,一切并非我想的那么简单,在我与大学之间还横亘着一条无法逾越的鸿沟——大学学费。那样昂贵的学费不是我们这样的农村家庭负担得起的,纵然父母承诺,只要你考得上,就是砸锅卖铁我们也供你念。如果砸锅卖铁可以解决问题,我就不必如此焦虑,怕的是哪怕砸锅卖铁也凑不足学费,而我又怎么能把家人逼至如此绝境。看到父母紧锁的愁眉,我犹豫了……
学业,是我无论如何也割舍不下的眷恋,十三年与书本朝夕相对,虽然恨过它,咒过它,心里还是爱它。若一辈子能与书为伴,以笔为友,那将是件多么幸福的事,可是这样一份幸福,要建立在父母的艰苦劳动,家庭的负债累累上。
我们是一个怎样的家庭我不是不清楚:父母劳累半生,含辛茹苦地将我们姐妹二人抚养长大。前些年父亲外出打工,都屡屡遇到拖欠工资的老板,父亲为人老实厚道,不懂用法律维护自身权益。那些老板拖欠的工资至今尚未付清。母亲勤俭持家,都没有多高的文化,只能做些粗活贴补家用,一家人清贫度日。两年前,妹妹为了减轻家中负担,为了我能安心读书,放弃了念高中的机会,背负行装,远走他乡,独自面对陌生的城市和面孔,打工谋生,那时,她只有16岁,只是一个正当妙龄,稚气未脱的小姑娘。
——姐姐,我们家一定要出一个大学生,那一定是你;我们家只供得起一个大学生,所以我不念书啦,我要去赚钱。
——姐姐,你从小成绩就好,你一定要考上大学,帮我把我没念的书一块念了,把我没实现的梦想一起实现了,好不好?
——姐姐,你一定要加油!
妹妹啊,姐姐已经欠你太多,弥补你的唯一办法就是走出这环绕的群山,带着你的梦想走出去,最后让你也走出去。可是你已经为我牺牲了那么多,难道还要家人为我付出更多吗?这叫我怎么忍心?
若是放弃上大学的机会,十三年寒窗苦读就变得毫无意义,我的梦想连同你的期望都将破灭,你16岁时托付给姐姐的梦想,我曾发誓一定要替你实现它。如今希望就在眼前,如果就此放弃,我怎么甘心?你又会不会甘心?你说,姐姐,无论如何你都不要放弃。
我不放弃,那么你告诉姐姐,我该怎么走下去。
大学的校门就在眼前,只要跨过那条沟便能推开它,进入那方梦寐以求的天地。要怎样才能跨过去,怎样才能推开这扇门?清寒的家境,年少的妹妹,刚过中年就已满脸风霜的父母,面对这些,让我如何开口索要更多?
泰戈尔说,世界上最远的距离不是生与死,而是我站在你面前,你却不知道我爱你。
对我而言,世界上最远的距离不是生与死,而是大学就在眼前,我却不知道抵达它的路在哪里。
我有继续走下去的决心,希望有人可以给我走下去的勇气,给我们这些深山中的孩子一个圆梦大学的机会。
罗玉婷
For a rural children, only the opportunity to change the destiny of the study, university study, cities, bid farewell to the land, bid farewell to parents was bound on the land's fate.
13 difficult for the Spring and Autumn has finally earned the chance to enter the university, 565 points (humanities) and see their own achievements, can not help tears. I will be the fate of a reverse at this point in time, the hall toward his childhood dream extension. University, the University of me, I will touch to your appearance, a compensation for many years long-cherished wish.
However, all is not as simple as I think, in my university and also between the Henggen an insurmountable divide - university tuition fees. Is not as expensive tuition fees for rural families like us can afford, even if their parents promise, as long as you test for, that is Zaguomaitie We also read for you. If Zaguomaitie can solve the problem, I would not have such anxiety, the fear is even less than Zaguomaitie also Cou tuition fees, and how can I Bizhi family so desperate. Chou Mei's parents Jinsuo see, I hesitate……
School, I was in any case no fewer than illness raised the nostalgic, 13 years and relatively books overnight, although it Henguo, the Curse of it, love it or hearts. If a lifetime with the book as partners, to T for Friends, it would be a matter of how well-being, but such a happy, it is necessary to establish the hard labor of their parents, families on the heavily indebted.
We are a family of what I am not unclear: parents exertion life, Hanxinruku to raise our two sisters GREw up. A few years ago his father at work, wage arrears are often encountered the boss, the father Houdao honest people, do not know by law to safeguard their own rights and interests. Those bosses arrears of wages has not yet been paid. Qinjianchijia mother, no matter how high culture, can only do Cuhuo domestic subsidies, a poor people live. Two years ago, her sister in order to alleviate the burden home, I can feel at ease in order to study and give up the opportunity to study high school, carrying up and leave home alone to face an unfamiliar city and faces, to make a living wage, then, she only 16 years old, Is a legitimate Miu Ling Nethersole, Zhiqi not from the girl.
-- Sisters, our family must be a university student, it must be you; our family can afford only a university student, so I do not study, I'm going to make money.
-- Sister, you just small achievements, you have to enter a university, I did not help me to read a book read, I did not realize the dream to realize, OK »
-- Sister, you must Come on!
Sister, ah, sister, you already owe too much, you make up the only way out of this is surrounded by mountains, with your dreams go out to let you go out. But you have to sacrifice so much I Should I pay more for their families? » What I how the heart »
If the university to give up the opportunity 13 years studying the Hanchuang become meaningless, I dream with your expectations will be dashed, when you entrusted to the 16-year-old sister's dream, I swear you must realize its Yaoti . Today hope is close at hand, if this give up, how I wish » You will not willingly » You say, sister, you are in any case not to give up.
I do not give up, then you tell her, how I go.
University of the gate in front, just across the那条ditch will be able to open it, then enter the dreams of heaven and earth. How can cross-past, how can we open this door » Qing Han's family, the young sister, had just over middle-aged parents face Fengshuang, in the face of these, let me how to ask for more openings »
Tagore said that the world's farthest distance is not life and death, but I stand before you, you do not know that I love you.
For me, the world's farthest distance is not life and death, but the University is close at hand, I do not know that it arrived in the road where.
I have the determination to go, hoping that someone can give me the courage to go and give us the children of these remote mountains in the University of Dreams a chance.
Luo Yuting
13 difficult for the Spring and Autumn has finally earned the chance to enter the university, 565 points (humanities) and see their own achievements, can not help tears. I will be the fate of a reverse at this point in time, the hall toward his childhood dream extension. University, the University of me, I will touch to your appearance, a compensation for many years long-cherished wish.
However, all is not as simple as I think, in my university and also between the Henggen an insurmountable divide - university tuition fees. Is not as expensive tuition fees for rural families like us can afford, even if their parents promise, as long as you test for, that is Zaguomaitie We also read for you. If Zaguomaitie can solve the problem, I would not have such anxiety, the fear is even less than Zaguomaitie also Cou tuition fees, and how can I Bizhi family so desperate. Chou Mei's parents Jinsuo see, I hesitate……
School, I was in any case no fewer than illness raised the nostalgic, 13 years and relatively books overnight, although it Henguo, the Curse of it, love it or hearts. If a lifetime with the book as partners, to T for Friends, it would be a matter of how well-being, but such a happy, it is necessary to establish the hard labor of their parents, families on the heavily indebted.
We are a family of what I am not unclear: parents exertion life, Hanxinruku to raise our two sisters GREw up. A few years ago his father at work, wage arrears are often encountered the boss, the father Houdao honest people, do not know by law to safeguard their own rights and interests. Those bosses arrears of wages has not yet been paid. Qinjianchijia mother, no matter how high culture, can only do Cuhuo domestic subsidies, a poor people live. Two years ago, her sister in order to alleviate the burden home, I can feel at ease in order to study and give up the opportunity to study high school, carrying up and leave home alone to face an unfamiliar city and faces, to make a living wage, then, she only 16 years old, Is a legitimate Miu Ling Nethersole, Zhiqi not from the girl.
-- Sisters, our family must be a university student, it must be you; our family can afford only a university student, so I do not study, I'm going to make money.
-- Sister, you just small achievements, you have to enter a university, I did not help me to read a book read, I did not realize the dream to realize, OK »
-- Sister, you must Come on!
Sister, ah, sister, you already owe too much, you make up the only way out of this is surrounded by mountains, with your dreams go out to let you go out. But you have to sacrifice so much I Should I pay more for their families? » What I how the heart »
If the university to give up the opportunity 13 years studying the Hanchuang become meaningless, I dream with your expectations will be dashed, when you entrusted to the 16-year-old sister's dream, I swear you must realize its Yaoti . Today hope is close at hand, if this give up, how I wish » You will not willingly » You say, sister, you are in any case not to give up.
I do not give up, then you tell her, how I go.
University of the gate in front, just across the那条ditch will be able to open it, then enter the dreams of heaven and earth. How can cross-past, how can we open this door » Qing Han's family, the young sister, had just over middle-aged parents face Fengshuang, in the face of these, let me how to ask for more openings »
Tagore said that the world's farthest distance is not life and death, but I stand before you, you do not know that I love you.
For me, the world's farthest distance is not life and death, but the University is close at hand, I do not know that it arrived in the road where.
I have the determination to go, hoping that someone can give me the courage to go and give us the children of these remote mountains in the University of Dreams a chance.
Luo Yuting